NEW RESOLUTION 2011

well , 2010 has many ups and downs for me , I mean mostly down . In personal issues , love , study etc. Wasn't all good but I'm glad it happened,it made me a stronger n wiser person. Makes me more careful in the future.I learnt so much . 2011 its going to b a nerdy year for meh , sitting for SPM on november 2011 . well , it scare me though , all i need to do is study , work harder. i bet its goin to b a really busyy yearr and having a pack schedule . I just realize i need to back on the track before Midyear . 2010 is very meaningful to me though its wasnt great enough .

2011 :
-There is always a reason for everything. A reason to Live, a reason to Die, And to Cry. Just keep your smile and enjoy being alive! ☺
-Let's make this more better, 2011
-Dear self, please know that you're not alone

1.1.11, 11.1.11 followed by 1.11.11 & 11.11.11. It's time to say goodbye to our past mistakes & say hello to a new beginning. ♥


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things are just so miserable these days, everything sucks. Well 80% of my life does, I'm still juggling the other 20%. Ive been a really cranky bitch these past few days, I get pissed off at every little thing. But I guess being a bitch does have its perks, youll realise if your friends are really your friends or theyre just there for you when you're fun and easy to be around with.


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HELLO DECEMBER ..

guess what . i just found my blog , hehe . i forgot my email and password too .
i dont know all of sudden i can reopen my blog and just appear . it fun babyy .
just wanna wish u happy new year to all muslims . chow

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I wish i was someone special to you

I sit here and think about everything that happened this past week and not a single tear runs down my cheek. Maybe its because I'm too hurt to cry . I'm getting tired of what happen these days . please , i need you and i want you to comeback . Eventho u still contac me but i dont want to b diff like we used to . Plus , the day tht we decided to breakup , i mean you've decide , i was totally losttt . Not because only you but my dad , teacher . erghh . so fuckup!

people keep blaming me , accused me . do you know bout that ? .fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkk! When all this happen i have no one at myside , thats why i choose you , i want you by side , geez -.-.B , you want to know something ? i stiil keep all ur messages . All the sweetest text tht u give me . Every single hour , when i started feel bored or before i go to sleep i read all your text . it hurts me alot coz your words ar all silly lies :( .OMG , i started cry , suddenly my tears runs down very quickly . i can't continue thiss :(

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While I was holding on all you did was let go

Frustrated because I can't tell if it's real. Mad because I don't know how you feel. Upset because we can't make it right. Sad because I need you day and night. Angry because you won't take my hand. Aggravated because you don't understand. Disappointed because we can't be together, but still I'll love you forever . I cant stand anymore , all i could is cry !

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Day Dreamer

Last night , i had a weird dream , seriously its shocked me fr awhile and till now i've still think bout thiss . Yes, i admit it i miss you but isit something going to happen ? ...

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Heyy heyyy heyyy , I miss blogging so much . I've been MIA since 15Aug , Now im back in 07 sept . :)) I didnt feel like typing these days . Im so into sleep and having a sweet dream right now . :)
well , I am still alive and still thinking how to wasted my so called holliday . Rayaa is so close , but i've started my raya alreadyy , ya know wht i mean :)) hihi .

Im soo boringggg these days . Can someone bring me to somewhere . I know no one will care bout it :
parents ; busyy with working
sisters ; they hve their own thing
brothers ; never care
friends ; busy with their sweerlove
boyf ; nahh , he s busyy with workingg and hes just dont care .


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Here i am again , doing things that i'd love too . Its 3p.m now , i started missing you . Waiting all the day calling me like we use too . Just wanna let chu now that when I see your face there's not a thing that I would change cause you're amazing and when you smile,The whole world stops and stares for awhile cause you just the way you are .

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A long lasting relationship , i hoping for that

well well well , happy bday to you sayangg , hihi . im officially yours on 13Aug 2010 . its your bdayy . May happiness and goodness stick with you <33>I never felt nothing in the world like this before . I started feel alive when u with me . I cant stop loving you , i always missing you . I want to be with you all the times . baby I will wait for you , Cause I don’t know what else I can do . I won't give up, I'm too much in love, and I want you to know that. you just made my day . love love love


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The point man

i miss blogging , dont you ? hihi


well , yesterday i've watched inception . The movie is A-W-E-S-O-M-E . I guaranteed ! . I love Joseph Gordon-Levitt more than Leonardo Dicaprio . aww2 ! . I went to wangsawalk with my sis , hanna and my crazy fren , ikhwan gedikk ! huhu . they wanted to watch SALT , but ikhwan called GARAM , haha but they've planning to watch it on Friday which is todayy . they said is just fine .

Next , i went online then suddeny i've receive a mail by Him , and he said he was in indonesia , he cant text or call me and i just relieved . I thought he forget bout me afta he with his gf back . but idk its true or not bout he and his gf . Call me afta u arrive here , okayy syg ? saye rindu awak dah nie -.-

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Im a loner

well , i guess im okayy now . today onwards im going to change my prinsip . Theres no more love , no more boyf ! people might saying , what a bored life kan ? I'd rather get boringg than getting hurt , you know how its feel . Im going to throw all the sweet memories . I just need my fam , my frens . Besides having a boringg life , being alone its just okayy with me .

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I love deadlines. I like the whooshing sound they make as they fly by

peopleee , last night was awesomeeeeeee :)) . well , I woke up at 10 a.m and went to online , and meen said to me she wanted to go to saloon and asked me and her boyf to company her , so i get myself ready . After we done , we waited for her boyf , mad like 2-3 hours , he so sleepy at that time he wont wake up till meen maki2 him . hahah. then Mad went to our house and meen's mood going to hell , she keep on bluberringg bcoz she waited meen for too long .


Act, i've planned to meet hafiy at kl sentral but he said he got meeting la bla bla and he asked if you willing to wait till 340 then okayy . so i agreed to meet him . Meen droved the three of us and planned to sent me to kl sentral but it was terrificly jammed so decided go to midvalley but theres 2x jammed so , i called hafiy to met him at station university but he keep on busyy and give me lame excuses so i have to cancelled everythings . He such a stupid boyyy .

After waited for too long and suddenly meen asked "della kau rase tak ape aku rase " then i said "mestilaaa , jom carik tmpat mane2 yg sedap " it means tht we r totally hungryyyy . So we decided to go to kfc's but theres no kfc . then we pusing2 all the near amcorp mall and mad give such a brilliant idea , he said lets go to the curve . we agreed and went there . After spent time couples hour theres we go back home.

But theres still a lot of time , we should do something .while i texted faiz zyryll ,he said he were boring to death and asked me out . so i set to meet him , and told him to get urself ready bcoz we otw to his home . after we took faiz then we donno where to go . so faiz said lets go watched movie at galaxie .

We get along and watched the backup planned staringg by jennifer lopez . But the movie quite boring . After movie we going back coz papa already call me to get home early .and sent faiz to his home . I met Him so intermittent . I wished i can meet you any longer bcoz u're going to further study at perak , Im gonna miss you b :((


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Be who you are and be that well

I found out about you .you look so dumb right now . The award for the best liar goes to youu . Thanks a lott for that . I dont mind really i dont mind , because karma always happens . I hope u both happy always :))


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girl next door

well , i've seen my result for midterm and its was horrible , i didn't get a lots of A's like my first exam . im so damn frustrating right now . Now, My biggest fear is how to tell my mum bout that :S and this coming Friday is report card day. Im sure i get beaten u cukup-cukup -.- , well , i've prepare for that .


I'm tired all of this. i've been through a lot of tough dayy lately and there is no wonderful things comes nowadays . God , please help me outta from this zone .i just realize that im doing nothing for this year , now is second semester i should work harder than before , i should impressed everyone that i can do better than before . i've try to change become a better person , no more lazy , skipped school and everythings .

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A charming woman is a busy woman

well , i've got tons of homework to be done by todayy but not yet do . im pretty lazieh to do it . someone please help me .

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pissed off

i know tht u r still love your exgf , but please dont treat me like this . you treat me like m dead , it was like m inivisible . Tell me why you want me . u've got me twisted . One day im gonna say goodbye unless you turn around and treat me right .

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hey guysss :))

i just back from port dickson , its totally bored there . can you imagine im not going to the beachh , ggrrr -.- , my place is totally far from beach , however , my skin gettin darker , haha , mcm anak kelly pun ada jugakk . haha

i dont have any plan during this schools holidayyy , someone please give me an idea !

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Stupid

heyy guyss , its been 2 or 3 weeks i didn't update this things . well , i just finished my exam . Midterm is totally tough . im so not in mood rite now bcoz of my results . To mum , im willing to hear ur blubberingg ! geez -.- . I dont perfom at all for this exam . erghhh -.-



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Midterm

exam week is here , semua orang suka betul tak? imagine i've to face 3 weeks with all those stupid papers and questions ! macam nk gilaaa , tau takk ? i try ma best eventho paper tuh mcm nk gilee . byee . wish me luck guys

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U jump , I jump

TITANIC
well , i've watching this movie ,it takes 2 days to finished it ! ahhaha. awesomeee . i love this movies so muchh . eventho citer ni dah lame kan but who's care .

i need someone like jack . who really willing sacrifice for his loves ! auwwww . i want watch this movie again and again until i've found someone like jack. i'm in love with you jackk .




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ou cannot be lonely if you like the person you're alone with.

truth be told , i'm so down rite now ! sigh :(( . midterm is cominnggg . and i hve nobody to help me . humm . I need someone rite now .

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looking out for you to hold my hand



LIYANA HO BT ABDULLAH,

well happy mothers day to my mama . u such a great mother . u the best that i'll never had ! u'r the strongest mom seriously . im praying for happiness for you everyday .

i'd still remember i've made u cry . im very sory for that . i promise i never do that again ! della tahu della degil . tp nk buat mcmne kan . i try to change oke mama .

mama nk della jd rajin kan supaya dpt blaja tinggi2 . semayang cukup 5 waktu . i'll try oke . im praying for happiness ,goodness be with you oso .

happy mothers day again .

loves you . hug n kiss !

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If I could have just one wish,

now i'm litsen to 'I Never' its very touchfull song . seriously its reminds me of him :( i dont know why i keep remembering him since i saw him last time . This song is totally for you . I never forget all your promises . And i keep waiting for ur loves text . Last time , we were very happy together and everybody loves when we were together .


The best damn things is u came and knock at my door's house every Monday and bring some foods and we have lots of fun . sometimes u sent me and pickup me at school . I miss when we going out together . its so extremly fun .

I miss his sweet long kisses , his touch , his huqs , his smiles , his qoodbye kisses ... I miss him reportinq to me that he'd safely reach home ... I miss reportinq to him that i'd safely reach home ... I miss the lonq conversations on the phone . I just want all of this to happen aqain ...

But know , evrythings is change . ure not longer texting and calling like we used to . i miss all those stuff . I miss when u kiss me , hug me .its very wonderfull time .The things like we used to do is already gone . u've found your new love . I'm happy for you eventho its hurt when i looked at your pictures with her . I hope i can find someones like you one day .

loves you ,
dellalove

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busy .


semua org very busy lately kan. i miss you guys so much !

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On this special day i just want to say happy birthday


well happy sweet sixteen to me . hikhik . im not gettin any present yet, pity me rite? ;(( but its okayyy. enough for the wish. and thanks to all my friens for those wishes love you so muchh.

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when sadness strike us -.-

well i just read my friends blog just now, evrybody seems like totally sad aite?-.- sames goes to me , i dont know why . Seriously i need somjavascript:void(0)eone to cheer me up .

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God, I'm such a lazy writer

well, theres no wonderful things comes latelyy.hopes it'll come on my bufdayy.seriously i become lazyy and lazyy now.rase malass sgt nk usik homework tuh,hari2 makn tido makan tidoo.u shuld wake up della.-________-


humm,my life gonna be wonderful if there is no pyhsco keep bothering me.let me be live peacefully,HAHHA. Im not gonna talk about that stupid physcho rite noww.bosan kan tak rase ke?


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“Sometimes it's the smallest decisions that can change your life forever.”

The more decisions that you are forced to make alone, the more you are aware of your freedom to choose

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action

*kedebuk pengsan


time : 0439 am

well,jam menunjukkan skrg pukul 0439,weird isit?and sume tanye tak sekolahh keA? pegilaah esok hari ape pulak kan. emm,act im trying to download a song that related to my drama. drama?AHAH. this week is 'minggu anti dadah' so all the form 4 student must present a drama about drugs and anything laa. hmm.its quite busy this week,really bcoz my teacher told us this thing very2 last minute.-.-



i hate you bitch,let me tel u sumting!'please ask me,if you need something,dah la pkai amek je.patu tak reti nk charge balekk, tu pun nk kene ajar ke B-O-D-O-H!

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“To be your friend was all I ever wanted; to be your lover was all I ever dreamed.”

i hope i can meet you again ash, please dont go away from me.all i ever wanted is you.keep ur promises okey.i miss you soo much bie
♥♥♥

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  1. laundry
  2. kemas bilik
  3. homework
  • admaths
  • maths
  • chemist
  • physic

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Success has always been a great liar

well good job both of you.such a great great liar.i think ive found a nickname that'll suit for you *big fat liarrrrr*HAHHA

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What happens when he's your prince charming, but you're not his cinderella?"

well this is my 2nd post for todayy.i went online my fb.then i saw you online.well thts greatt.then im goin to check out your profile suddenly i saw ur status iloveyou and miss you A****.wtf -.-
Better break your word than do worse in keeping it

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I restore myself when I'm alone

u dont really care bout me ! i thought i can share evertyhing with you. i guess im missunderstood. right now you can prove that youre nothing to me. i hope i can help myself get away from you.

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ouuta here

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stars in the air

omgee!i'm sickkk!

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Life itself still remains a very effective therapist

well hello people.hope you guys are fine.Im not so fine todayyy because the marks for march test is totally ridiculus! i cant score LK's paper,wth r u della?so dumb. im not feeling well todayy,pening nk mampusss dah ni.okayy,i think i shuld sleep for a couples hourr :/
these post might be pointless,sory see you soon peopleee.

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wondering


its sundayy guyss and im doing nothingg. im supposed to finishing gazillion of homework.fuuhh-.-

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what a dayy

well today.when i wake up i straight away went to kitchen and started to cooked.wth r u della?i dont know why all of sudden,bgn trus masak kann?and then i do some of homeworks finnalyy my history's homeworks are done.fiuhhhh~then at 2 oclock meen,nizam and ikhwan as usual came to my place and ajak lepakkk.almost evryday we all lepakk and gelak tk igt dunia.then suddenly maya call,she said mama asking for help nk masak bcoz my aunt want to came here todayy.then we went back home masak2 ,and tbe my aunt texted me,she said ,she'll coming here tomoroww and we likee -.-.penatt je rush2 masakk.huhhhh! ummm.and now im totally bored.nothing to do!.okayy thats it for todayyy byeee.ttyl.

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sixteen


you can call me lost if you'd like,you can tell me girl that is life.Cause what wrong can be right through someone else's eyes.but i gotta make the choice on my own.Now that i am grown,Gotta move out from childhood zone

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Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter

i cant stand anymoree with youuu.

imma just feeling devastated. i wish you can go farr farrrr awayy from mee.

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first time ever

well, today im not going to school for de 1st time babyyyy,yehaaaa! biase lah kan baru abiss exammm*mcm abis spm jea.HAHAH.btw,goodluck for the spm candidates 2009.



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blank

examm is overr babyyyyyyy! yeah yeah yeah!



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Too bad babyy


examm week is just arrived babyyyy.lets shouttttt this bullshit. this is 1st exam i'll sitting for this yearr and can you imagine, addmaths on de 1st dayyy! lol. Seriously, i can only answered 1 question. SSSTTUUPIIDOOOOOO! =/

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look at this



to ejaaaa.comel kannn.melting2

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DREAMM

well, i just woke up .yeah i know its weird wake up at this time while everyones just sleep.huhu

I feelng very tired today,i dont know why. oke,back to sleep

*i dont know what to sayyy.
mood;sleepyy!

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The Vampire

*drooling*

OMG! seriously u should watched he on THE VAMPIRE DIARIES. its was superbb.i've watched 5 episode per day . I love you dear vampire! okay gtg.

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cherating



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SASSY

effin' tired today! im so sleepy now! im going to Cherating tomoroww. aways for a couples day.bye guys

mood : sleepy zzzzz

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I'm a loner

I've saw you,finally after a long long time that you've decided to move on kan.And the last massage that you send to me,really2 make me feel bad dearr ;( . But yesterday , its like a miracle babyyy. you send a message afta you saw me kan and you said that you still love me.OMG.I’m cheering up myself passing many nights awake.

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Scream baby screamm



hell heloo guys.i woke up at 11 sumthing, I know its too earlyy to wakeup while holidayy right? , but u now my dad! he always ruined my plan! sigh ;( I thought i can enjoyed this holiday but not!because of HIM!please got back to work !ur staff already missing youuuu! HAHAAH..

MOOD :swings

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